Posted this on the side blog but it deserves a mention here.
I... really don't know what I'm doing.
I've spent enough time (five years? six?) on indie game design that if I don't capitalize on it I'm put way behind. Really shouldn't be doing this.
Should've went into the art of economics, where your job is to buy low and sell high and directly screw people over.
Should've went into the art of business, where your job is to lie and cheat people out of their investments.
Should've went into the art of law, where your job is to support clients you hate and positions you'd never bet your dinner on.
Instead I decide to be all, hey, I'm going to pursue a job I love and a job that doesn't directly take away from the world.
If you haven't noticed I've been really stressed out over this. Sorry if this sounds a bit on the pretentious side. It's just not the best of circumstances is all.